男女

當一對男女走在一起時﹐很多人都會問“他們是情侶”﹖尤其是當他們態度很親密或是他們時常在一起時。 為什麼男和女不能是很好的朋友﹖ 我有個好朋友說﹕他本部相信男和女可以做好朋友﹐好兄弟。但我卻跟他是一對很好很好的朋友。可能會有人說﹐可能你們還沒到那觸電的時候﹐感情的事是一瞬間的﹐當你有感覺就是有感覺的﹐沒有就沒有﹐不能偽裝的。我們的感覺都告訴自己說他不是我那杯茶﹐我也不是他那杯咖啡。況且我們太了解明白對方了。其實有時候做一對朋友好過做情侶﹐做朋友時你可以不用顧忌太多﹐你可以洗他洗到夠夠﹐不留面子﹐應為你知道如果是真朋友是不會生氣的﹐調轉的如果是情侶你在別人面前不能這樣﹐你怎樣都要留些面子給他下臺。如果是朋友你不用怎樣討好他。
人也是蠻奇怪的。為什麼當一對女或是一對男的走在一起時他們不會說他們是情侶﹖ 而在現在的社會同性戀是很普偏﹐為什麼他們會變成這樣呢﹖其實可能是他們認為同性在一起比較有安全感﹐應為同性的關係﹐大家了解大家比較多﹐明白對方需要什麼﹐並且比較貼心。

missing someone...

Have u ever missed someone
and felt
terrible
because u think that he/she doesn't miss u?
Almost everyone has..Read on..> >
Missing someone is terrible but at the same time,>
a sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings,
hoping that it's> him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time
u went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars again, talking about everything,
your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let
u know that there is actually a feeling
known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it,
let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

feeling down...

why suddenly become like this again? i miss everyone in m'sia now~really miss u all very very very much.i wish i could go back now.here,everyday have to walk to school alone,i miss both of u (huey fang & my wu gui) so much er.missed those days we used to walk to school together everyday.but now.....i'm so lonely here. wong eng wei,all also ur fault!! after see what u wrote,u make me crying now.so u cannot sleep now!hehe... miss u very much too.haihhh.....hope all of u are doing fine over there. -.-

遗憾

千万不要让人生留下遗憾，
因为遗憾没有办法弥补，
唯一的办法就只有不再让自己再一次的感到遗憾!

drinking again..

my house's kitchen is full with all the ang mo lang again.not only my flatmates,but some of them is from upstairs 1,and some is from other house.my house is just like a station for them to drink everynite.luckily it's not too noisy.hehe..my kitchen is just like full of wine,beers.everynite they will start to drink after dinner.they are really good drinkers.i think this is their lifestyle.so crazy.hehe...once they are free,they will surely gather in the kitchen n chatting. i think they can't stay in their own room 1.unlike me,everyday hide inside the room to online.hehe...coz i dun like to drink. last nite drink 1 cup of white wine only also feel dizzy dy.need to train myself 1st then only can mix with them.haha...and those gals are very very strong~ the weather is so cold here especially at nite & in the morning, but they still can wear until very sexy at nite. we those from Asia one wrap ourselves until like what already,but they just need to wear a piece of sexy clothes on them.some even wear just a mini skirt during the cold weather like this.so strong!!!!one more thing,they stayed up till late at night,yet they still able to wake up early in the morning next day.it's cool!!!

1st time cooking

haha...this is my 1st time cooking.while waiting for the rice to be cooked, i'm sitting in the room wondering am i going to cook the rice successfully or it wil become porridge?!haha....so happy to see it turned into rice.so going to fry rice dy.after heaten up the frying pan,i put 2 eggs into it and start frying the egg.then add some soya sauce.after that wanna add in rice again,so kelam kabut lah.coz i don't do any cooking for myself before.hahaha....suddenly miss my dearest mummy's cooking so so much although always complaint this n that when she cooked for me at home.but her cooking is still the best for me! :`( i just simply do what i like.as long as the rice could be eaten,then that's fine~hehehe..then i put some vegetables and this is my 1st fried rice cooked on my own.when 2 of my flatmates came in and saw the rice,they said it looks like very nice .oh my god,i myself also don't dare to eat yet.haha....not bad lar,it can be eaten."mai hiam bei pai" (in hokkien) mar.hehe...but hor,very paiseh,i found egg's cover in my rice. haha... and the soy sauce here is very bad,sweet sweet 1...dun taste salty at all.miss kicap cap gajah so much ~ :p

finally,i can online~

yeah,after been here for 5 days,at last i can online now!so excited & happy, coz i can keep in touch with everyone over there easily.the weather here is getting colder and colder each day. although have sun,but it seems like uselss,coz it's still very very cold.hehe...it's so windy and very cool.quite nice~so bored in the room, my class only begins next week. i'm still having jetlag now.can't get used to the time here as it is different from malaysia time by 7 hours. so everyday when it's only 8/9pm,i'll feel very very sleepy & my eyes are hard to open already.then i'll wake up very early in the morning and lying on the bed,don't know what to do. but now,i can online in my room already.it's great!!! (",) hopefully i'll adapt myself with this new environment very very soon.

save save save!!

now,we've learn to save,coz things here are so expensive after convert into RM,multiply everything with 7 then u will know it.haha...when we go for shopping in tesco, we will look for all those TESCO brand's goods coz it is the cheapest.would you do it like this in Malaysia's TESCO?!? of coz NO,right?but we try to save as much as we can when we are in this expensive country. become very guai liao.hahaha....quite enjoying this kind of life,looking for those cheap cheap stuffs with malaysian friends.hehehe....and 1 more thing, ppl here is quite crazy, everything also have expiring date one. can u find expiring date on eggs,vegetables,fruits,foods etc? u can find it here. i think they are quite crazy lor.hehe...then the "ang mo lang" is just so so so lazy, all their foods is already ready 1.just need to put into microwave or oven for few minutes then u can eat dy. so it's very good for me!!!! haha....i just bought everything which is easy to be cooked. just throw into microwaveor oven for minutes then it's ready to be eaten. :p

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很努力的告诉自己要坚强，不许哭，但不知为何眼泪总爱和心唱反调，心越说不，眼泪却总要流下。自己都不知为何，最近心里总是闷闷的，人像是失去灵魂般，原来伪装的快乐是那么难受。真的忍得好辛苦，很想放下坚强痛痛快快的大哭一场，然后告诉自己我可不可以不勇敢。