homesick =(

Just finished talking over the phone with my dearest dad n mum. After talking with them, i feel like i didn't see them for ages dy! =(

I miss them very very very very much right now. I wish i could stay at home at this moment to feel the warmth of my home and from my lovely family, the most secured+comfortable place to be. Why do I need to grow up? I wish to stay with my papa and mummy FOREVER! I don't wanna leave them. Being staying with them, i won;t have to worry about any single thing, coz' they will help me to do EVERYTHING!~!

But,............I still need to keep on growing up each day and it is impossible for me to stay with them forever. Recalling back the day when I 1st left my parents and my home (the very 1st time in my life!) to ICM(Inti College Malaysia), i've been crying like a crazy girl. Just imagine, i've cried from KB to KL(7 hours journey!)!!! My brother is the one who fetch me all the way from KB to the Nilai JUNGLE, and he is also speechless at that time, coz he never see a person can cry for so long(cried,stop,cried,stop), till i reached KL (he is headache of seeing me being sooooooooooooooooo silly!!!!)only i can control myself not to cry anymore, but when i called my parents, my tears were dropping again! Goshhhhhhh...why do I have so much tears??? @_@

I think this is because i'm very used to stick to my parents all the time from i was born till after SPM. And all these happened on 4 years back. 4 years, i've left my parents for 4 years though i've went back home quite sometimes,but it is pretty short time for me to stay at home for my every break, i NEVER satisfied with the duration that i stayed at home since 2003! I really miss them so much!!!!!!! Homesick again. =(

怎样才能判断出一个男人真的爱你？他真的爱你都会做些什么？以下十八条你算算他占了几条？
1)如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机会为你24小时开机，在你最需要他的时候可以随时找到他，因为他爱你，所以时时担心你。

2)如果一个男人爱你，他会很自豪的告诉他的朋友与家人你是他最爱的女人，当然并不是时时挂在嘴上，而是用一种行动去告诉别人。因为有了你他觉得很骄傲，无论你是不是真的很优秀。

3)如果一个男人真的爱你，他会把除了工作之外的很多时间都给你，因为他想时时刻刻都看见你。

4)如果一个男人真的爱你，他会毫不吝啬的给你物质上的付出（我并不是说所有的女孩子都应该物质化，他的这种付出心甘情愿的），因为他觉得他所有辛苦的努力就是为了让你过上很幸福的生活，他爱你，不想让你过的那么艰苦。

5)如果一个男人真的爱你，他绝对不会骂你，在你很任性的时候任你发泄，当你任性过去的时候，会很委屈的说：“老婆，我又作错什么了？你可以告诉我，我一定改，千万不要生气，那样会把身体气坏的。”

6)如果一个男人真的爱你，你会发现和他在一起后，不经意间你会发现自己总有很多穿不完的衣服，而他的裤子上却有个小洞洞。他会很解嘲的说：“现在不是流行乞丐服吗？再说男人要有内涵，穿那么好干什么？”呵呵，因为他总是看见漂亮的东西就买给你。

7)如果一个男人真的爱你，他就不在乎陪你逛街会浪费他多少自由的机会，因为他甘愿失去那种所谓的自由。

8)如果一个男人真的爱你，无论你们在一起多久，他都会陪你一起爬山，看海，看星星，看日落，因为他知道你渴望这样的浪漫……

9)如果一个男人真的爱你，他绝对不会嚷嚷着叫你去减肥，但是这个时候你自己一定要去健康减肥，因为苗条的女人确实赏心悦目。因为你的健康是他最关心的。

10)如果一个男人真的爱你，他不流连于网络与别的小美眉甜言蜜语，因为对你他有说不完的爱，哪有那心思和别人废话。

11)如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会还和前女友密切联系，虽说分手了还是朋友，在她困难的时候可以去帮助她，但是不会超过朋友的底线。

12)如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在清晨上班的时候，亲吻你的眼睛，满足的说：“宝贝，我上班去了！”而在每天很辛苦的工作完毕回到家的时候，会抱着你说“老婆，我回来了。”他爱你，他绝对不会把不快乐带给你！

13)如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在你故意说要离开的时候，撒娇的不和你分开，而在你真的想离开的时候放你走，即便他真的不愿意放手。因为他爱你，只希望你幸福。

14)如果一个男人真的爱你，那么你会比他的事业更重要，他绝对不会以事业为借口推脱你。如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会陪所谓的客户去做所谓的应酬，他宁可不要这笔业务。

15)如果一个男人真的爱你，他绝对不会一次次把你推向那冰冷的手术台，更不会让你一个人孤孤单单的去走向那冰冷的世界，他会郑重的说：“把我们的宝贝生下来吧！”

16)如果一个男人真的爱你，他会象爱他家人那样爱你的家人，也会尊重你的亲人和朋友。

17)如果一个男人真的爱你……那么，那么，那么请你好好珍惜他，好好爱他，为他改掉所有的小姐脾气，好好心疼他，理解他，鼓励他，支持他！
爱是相互的，请好好爱你身边值得你去爱的男孩子！

IT'S OVER!!!!!!YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!~!~

Hhhhhhuuuuuuurrrrrrrraaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!FINALLY!!! FINALLY!!!! FINALLY ALL MY NIGHTMARES ARE OVER NOW!!!!! Phewwwwwwwwww...

I need to take a good rest for few days before i start to work on my next assignment. Time to watch dramas!!! Didn't watch dramas for so long dy!!!!! Now is the time for me to sit back n relax!!!!! hehehe... Feel so relief after my last paper just now! Don't need to be so tension anymore. Yeahhhhhhhhhhh!~!~!~

2 down, last 1 to go!

Just finished me 2nd paper at 10.30am, it is a half-an-hour exam. This is really stupid!! How to finished everything in 1.5 hours? Need to do lotssss of calculations, and need to describe this n that, explain this and explain that. ............ And the most unpredictable is this lecturer is really MAD! He wants all of his students to get bad results! Coz' he gave us those questions which are very complicated, he combined everything together and give u many many IRRELEVANT numbers in one question so that u will be very confusing!!! Stupid,rite? Why got such a lecturer 1? The question that EVERYONE dunno how to do in the Revision Pack, is on the 1st question of today's paper! When i saw it, i really dunno should I laugh or to cry? =_+ But i still choose to do it although i don't know how to combine, but at least do it separately for each other will still have few marks kua~ Hopefully! He is really so ABNORMAL!!!!! Now, im so afraid of my last paper which is on this Sat. It's also taught by him. So, dunno which kind of weird weird+complicated questions are set by him. So, now our focus is on all those questions that we don;t know how to do it! We need to sort all of them out very clearly, as this module is also taught by this BIAN TAI LAO!!!!!! I wish i could finish all the exams now!!! They are sooooooooooooooooooooooo HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!
And today the weather is also very CRAZY! Believe me, the wind can blow u away: if u walk on the left, will be blown to the right!~ It is not "kua zhang"! IS REAL!!!!!!! Super duper strong wind+ heavy rain! So, what can u imagine? Of coz don't need umbrella for this stupid weather,if not ur umbrella will be saying GOOD BYE to u! So, just walk like normal! But u will be walking much much faster, coz the wind is pushing u from behind~ @_@ I hate this wind so much!!!! Very ANNOYING!!!~!~!~!~
Weather is also so BIAN TAI, no wonder my exam for today is also BIAN TAI!!!!! What a BIAN TAI DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

stresssssssssssss-nyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

I found that my life is getting more meaningless and meaningless nowdays!!! Everyday doing the same things, is just like a routine dy! Wake up,study study study,lunch,study study study,dinner, study study study, go to bed! So, 1 day of mine has gone like that! And those days have been passing by very very very fast. Sometimes, i hope the time could stop for a while! Arrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh!! I think everyone is having the same life with me now(for those who is going to sit for exams in 2 days time!)

And the thing i HATE THE MOST IS TO WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM everyday when the alarm rings!!!!! I need to set alarm to wake up early everyday even it is weekend! I can't sleep more than the sleeping time that i've set for myself~ Forcing myself to open my eyes straight-away when the alarm rings, no more 赖床-ing!!! Haihhhhzzzz....life is really suxxxxx~!~ What a Boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg Life=.=

Photos that i just got it

Being 偷拍 @_@

This is what that 38 gong Jacky said :艺术!!!! "艺术" BETUL!!!!!!

Kar Eng bought me this drink, forgotten the exact name of this drink,is a mix of Bailey Irish Cream, it is very very very minty+spicy!!!!! Why my eyes look so puffy in this pic?? This is the proof of I STUDY VERY HARD TILL LATE AT NIGHT EVERYDAY!!! wahahahaha.. (THIS IS NOT TRUE AT ALL!!!!! )

Duhhhh......comparing the quality of the camera phone pulok. Bei liao bei liao nih...

Hehe...both of us again!!!!

My food: Jack Daniel's Ribs. Delicious.

A more clearer version of our group photos.

As none of us remember about the camera until we reached there, "opppppsssss.... no one brings the camera!!!!!" Luckily all of us r having the camera phones. hahahaha.. So, all the photos uploaded here are taken by many different phones!!!! As the camera things often go to the okui ming, but she forgot to bring it on SUCH A SPECIAL DAY!!!!!!!! :p Coz both of us were to busy to 扮美美 for the night mar,so i won't blame u too much for that! Hohohoho.....

3rd celebration! wakaka...Thx a lot!!!!!!

B'day Dinner at TGIF~ Happy Birthday to me!!! hehehe...May all my dreams come true.

3rd Birthday Cake, so don't need anymore cakes for the next 2 years' b'day :P

My BEST mate! 2 pretty girls =)

Star of the day: **Wink wink**

Those photos are taken in TGI Friday's on my SPECIAL DAY- 9/1/2006. Thx a lot to all my buddies!! Love u all!!! Muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ... :D

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!!!! =D

CUTIE!!!!!!

She choose this!!! Thanks, okui~Love u lots! :*

My new baby!!! :D

Thanks a lot to my dearest housemates!

He(Jacky) baked this cake for me! Nice They asked me to do this @_@

22 years old dy? Why sounds like sooooooo old?? Doesnt like it too much! :P Anyway, I wanna thanks to everyone for giving me the best time of my special day!!! I'm real happy!!! :)

Last nite about 7pm, when i was still waking my nap :P, Amanda called me and asked me would like to go for a dinner with her, and she said she is going to bring me for Mexican foods, but when we reached that restaurant, is closed! Nvm then, still have many more to go for. While we were walking to another restaurant, Christine called me and she was at my house waiting for me! So, amanda n me turned back walking back to my house again. When i reached home, saw Christine n Li Yue were there!!! They gave me a b'day surprise by buying me a chocolate cake and some presents! Wowwwwww, touching touching!! Thanks, gals!!!So, i've cutted 1 cake b4 i'm 22 +_+ So, after that they went back, but Amanda n me still insisted going for our dinner although it's 10pm already. We went to Bella Napoli (an Italian restaurant),the foods are nice but i ate till i'm so fulled!!!!!! Satisfied! wahahahaha....And i got back home at 11.10pm. At 12am, lee lay ming came into my room n pulled me into the kitchen! Guess what, there is another cake waiting for me to blow off! hahaha... And this is really a special cake, coz it is HOME-BAKED BY JACKY--Butter Cake!!!! Awwwww,he really know how to bake a cake!!! Thanks a lot, jimui!!!!!! Very touched. hehehe.... Although he is bullied by me EVERYDAY, EVERYTIME WHEN HE SEE ME! However, he still treat me so nice! hahahahaha....Thanks a lot to all my lovely housemates as well for celebrating it with me n spent u guys time with me!!!! I appreciate everything that u guys done for me!!!Thankssssssssssssss~!~~!~~ we finisned our party at 1am, and it's time for me to open my presents! hehehe... Before that, when i just stepped into my room, SURPRISE again!!! There is a super cute+lovely Forever Friends bear bear is sitting on my table with a special card with the REAL Stamp on it although it comes from the people staying in the same house with me.wahahahahha... This is from my housemates and Kelvin & San Kok. Thanks guys!! and Thanks to everyone for the wishes, cakes, cards, pressies and thanks for everything!!!! It is so memorable for this special day ,9th Jan. :P

I think i'm over-excited till i got insomnia! ..................................... Okie, time for me to continue with my revision again. ARggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~!~~ Tonite going to TGI Friday's with my housemates for dinner!!!!

12 days to go.

Awwwwwww..... 12 days to go for my 1st paper : Financial Statement & Analysis. Why the time is flying so fast??? Just finished doing my International Corporate Finance assignment which will be submitted on 12th January, and finally i finished the whole essay! But will still modify a bit before i submit it~ Feeling so stress now~ Seems like so much to learn!!!!! So many formulas to be remembered, so many theories need to be memorized! Can i finished my revision? So scary man!!!! And my revision is in very slow progress~ Damn~ I really feel like going to "Long-piak" dy!!! Mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,Help me to finish my studies!!!! I want to graduate and don;t want to study anymore la~~ What a stressful study life~!~ Hate it so much! =(

Please bless me and pray hard hard for me for my coming Autumn Exams.

Happy New Year 2007!!~!!

Count down @ infront of City Hall~


i LOVE this photo the most, know why? It is PERFECT WITHOUT 38 Gong JACKY! :P Agree?haha..


Cheers!!!!! Pepsi in the white cups are layming's and MINE!hehe..


Good Friends in Cardiff =) Happy New Year 2007~


Our New Year Eve Dinner, prepared by Kelvin,San Kok and Chong. Thanks a lot for all the delicious foods!!!!!!