homesick =(

Just finished talking over the phone with my dearest dad n mum. After talking with them, i feel like i didn't see them for ages dy! =(

I miss them very very very very much right now. I wish i could stay at home at this moment to feel the warmth of my home and from my lovely family, the most secured+comfortable place to be. Why do I need to grow up? I wish to stay with my papa and mummy FOREVER! I don't wanna leave them. Being staying with them, i won;t have to worry about any single thing, coz' they will help me to do EVERYTHING!~!

But,............I still need to keep on growing up each day and it is impossible for me to stay with them forever. Recalling back the day when I 1st left my parents and my home (the very 1st time in my life!) to ICM(Inti College Malaysia), i've been crying like a crazy girl. Just imagine, i've cried from KB to KL(7 hours journey!)!!! My brother is the one who fetch me all the way from KB to the Nilai JUNGLE, and he is also speechless at that time, coz he never see a person can cry for so long(cried,stop,cried,stop), till i reached KL (he is headache of seeing me being sooooooooooooooooo silly!!!!)only i can control myself not to cry anymore, but when i called my parents, my tears were dropping again! Goshhhhhhh...why do I have so much tears??? @_@

I think this is because i'm very used to stick to my parents all the time from i was born till after SPM. And all these happened on 4 years back. 4 years, i've left my parents for 4 years though i've went back home quite sometimes,but it is pretty short time for me to stay at home for my every break, i NEVER satisfied with the duration that i stayed at home since 2003! I really miss them so much!!!!!!! Homesick again. =(